I’m sweating out blood here in my garden
Knowing that the first of your blood shed was there in your garden
I’m wishing that I wasn’t right here in this garden
hating that I’m knowing that it’s right where I am
supposed to be.
It hurts so much to find them all sleeping.
But you, too, found them all sleeping.
And I know that sometimes it’s me, I’m the one sleeping.
when you were the one
who counted on me.
So I’m seeing that cup and I gotta say that I’m wishing
Remembering those days that it was only for fish that I was fishing.
Just because You don’t take it doesn’t mean you’re not listening
When I say God,
take this cup from me.
If this is what it takes, then God I guess I’ll do it.
I know you wouldn’t have me here if you weren’t going to see me through it.
Those first steps done, only the hard ones left
the beginning of the end’s over now and I remember what you said
And comforts hard to find, the one who said he loved me
he’s bringing them to hurt me he’s bring them, they’re coming
once I gave that kiss I’ll take that kiss now
if you won’t take this all away from me.
Those things that happen next
Take from me everything that’s left
Empty out what the world filled me up with
Made some space inside of me to be filled with what You Did.
Half the pain is what they do
The other half is that they did and do it to You
I wish that I couldn’t see
as they do it all to me.
Here I am, all alone
Here I am, before your throne
I followed the bloody path that you blazed
I followed it through those days
It is finished,
it is finished,
it is finally finished.
There is You
and there is me
and it is finished.